Another Day in Paradise

I got an email on the way to site asking where I was that day from the marketing guy that made me stuff envelopes last week. So FML. Thankfully, there was no meeting, so I was able to sleep in a bit. When I got there, he was sitting at the desk I was at last week with a notebook highlighting stuff. He was just like, ‘are you ready?’ I had to stop myself from rolling my eyes, and tbh, it might have happened a few times. Basically it was the same shit. But he had me start with addressing all the envelopes saying how, ‘he had never seen someone with as good of penmanship as me’ which I call bullshit on, but oh well. So I did what I was asked of me while he stuffed the envelopes next to me. He told me I could listen to music if I wanted to, so I put in my AirPods then the dude kept asking me shit. Huh? Lol He had gone to the post office to grab stamps in the midst of me addressing, then came back and continued to stuff. I finished addressing and all of a sudden he leaves to ‘go make copies’ aka finish this shit yourself. So I did it really quick then sat there. He came back, thanked me, and left. I wish I had been able to go at that time too, but I didn’t. Instead, the boss basically ignored me all day, so I sat there and worked on my presentation for next week. Then I got bored, and was basically just sitting there. I had too much time to think, so I texted the guy. Turns out I wasn’t ghosted. The pharmacy was closing at 4, so I went in to the boss’ office around 3:30 to ask if it was ok to take the next train out at 3:50 instead of having to wait so long. He just told me to do what I needed to do. I hate when people are smug.

Then I got home and was just feeling so relieved that I did not have to go to site the next day. I really hadn’t eaten either. Just a handful of almonds on the train home. I sat here in my room just doing nothing and then stumbled onto Uber Eats and next thing I knew it, I had ordered Cuban food. Which pissed me off because when I had stepped on the scale in the morning, I had lost 5 lb. So I was pissed at myself for doing that. But couldn’t stop there. I went to 7-11 and basically had a binge. FML. I went to bed at a decent time for once, although I was feeling like shit from eating like shit.