Last Day =(

Last day of the rotation. It was Suboxone day, so we went to the group meeting again. We heard the stories of the patients and learned of their weekly successes and it was nice. They even embraced my colleague and I and asked us to join in their prayer at the end. That was really nice. So we saw LOTS of patients on this day, because we see the Suboxone patients on top of the others there for visits. About every 5 minutes, my preceptor asked where lunch was (LOL). Once we were finally done seeing the patients, we went downstairs for the lunch brought in by the drug reps. We got to talking to one of them and ended up having an over hour long conversation. Really insightful. We talked diabetes and career advice. When we went back upstairs, we saw a few more patients, then we went over our presentations. Now, I had literally submitted it at 5:30 that morning, so I knew it wasn’t my best work. I took notes as to what she wanted me to fix and change so I could make sure it was good enough. My colleagues...was a hot mess to say the least. But her patient was way more complex than mine, so I kind of felt bad.

Once we were dismissed to go home, I’m not gonna lie, I procrastinated the fuck out of the evening LOL. I did not want to do this damn presentation! I fixed what the preceptor had told me to fix and submitted it. Again, I knew this wasn’t my best work, but at that point, I just wanted to get it over with. Normally when I have a presentation, I do a few run throughs, and even write down questions I anticipate the audience asking me. I didn’t do that this time around. I honestly threw my hands up to God and wanted to be done because I knew I was leaving for Florida SO SOON! =)